3 months past and it has been the most painful phase in my life thus far. I felt so down and helpless thinking about it already. Things didn't end there, the A level results further dampen my spirits to dust. I can now forget about getting into local universities and start to look elsewhere for opportunities. The saddest thing was not scoring well but it was the feeling that I have failed my parents, dashed their hopes and all. It was a feeling I brought upon myself and trying to get over that uneasy feeling took a lot of emotions out of me. I wept even though I promised myself not to if I did not perform well but I guess I wasn't strong enough...
I need time to heal the scars cardved in my heart.
I need a place to escape from this dark, cold reality.
I need love to accompany me through the rocky roads ahead.
I need melodies to drown my sorrows in.
I need comfort to ease the pain.
I need wisdom to overcome this setback.
All I need is God to take away my burdens and ambitions...
This is a difficult time for me so talking about it is not going to change anything or cheer me up. I have to plan for my next step, on how to move on from here and hopefully, starting afresh. It is perhaps the most likeable route to take and take it I shall.
This post is inspired by "Home" by Angela Aki.
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